Saturday 9 July 2011

Things I can't change...

"I want to wear ur black top" ..."pls wear another,I want to wear it,more so it will expand"....Wrong answer,and dere goes d story of ma life m reminded off everytime I say no to anything she wants,"selfish,stingy foolish gal" neva fail to make d list..I shlda just pretended like I was sleeping,like everytime she goes m jst selfish,like seriously selfish,I wanna laff bt definitely dt won't b appropriate in d matter,so I jst plug in ma earpiece,listen to ma asa album and just let d whole insults av been hearing 4 d past 6months and somehow av gotten used to jst slide,but I neva fail to think of d exact reason she's saying m selfish,d only reason is cause she's a lot more selfish,like cos I dnt give u wat u want,who's rily selfish in dis context,all u r thinking abt is wat u want,nt ma reasons,jst wat u want and den I get to b called d selfish one,rily *raisedeyebrows*,she neva listens to ma reasons,she neva listens to wat I av to say,as long as she's nt getting wat she wants I am d selfish one....asides d fact dt I hate d word selfish,d fact I hate som1 using it on me,I hate wen pple jst dnt choose deir words correctly,like fucking think of d situation at ground b4 using a particular word,think of d real meaning of d word b4 us use it,well as I always say "u av to b something b4 u can recognize some1 who's d same"...everytime she goes "bla bla u r selfish"..d whole situation jst becomes funny and I go quiet,talk to ma blocked ears,seems u jst myt feel better.....so go ahead vent,at least we both benefit 4rm d tym....."There's a place I'ld love to be" asa screams in ma ears n m thinking definitely not ere!!!
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